Angst!

maybe it's because in the space of 50 hours over the weekend I worked 27 of them, but i'm not feeling great at the moment.

I'm tired  yeah, which is probably affecting my thoughts, but stuff isn't going great for me at the moment.

first off, relationships wise.  There are people i like, and they fall into 3 categories (at the moment there's one person in each category but it varies):

1. I like a person, but they don't like me back, at least not in this way.

2. I like a person, and they want to go to a certain place emotionally, but no further

3.I like a person, and they like me, but they want something slightly different

these three things are actual case studies of how my love life is at the moment, and it's pretty hellish.  I don't want to go into details, mostly because the people have their right to privacy, but it just makes it feel really sucky to be me.  I've been trying to get more confident and less shy, I really have, but when one constantly gets rebuffed, there's only so much one can take before  they wonder what's wrong with them...

And also, as if that wasn't enough, I'm off out next Saturday evening, i specifically asked for the Sunday after off, and work have instead given me a SUNDAY MORNING shift...  also, i'm not working at all between Monday and Thursday...  I'm supposed to be full time...  Either I'm crap at my job or my boss hates me.

Simple as.