My Secret Fetishes- Part 1

I'm not entirely sure how to write this. Do I make it a series, or should I write it as a list?

The basic thing I'm trying to bring over is that there are kinks I like which aren't necessarily regarded as acceptable, or in some cases are seen simply as disgusting. They're things I'm sure at least a few of my friends are into but don't or can't let on, for fear of ostracism. by and large these fetishes are shunned by a lot of the kink community, a group that should be welcome and open to all fetishes that are consensual and not hurting anyone, but in some cases can be as close minded and bigoted as homophobes and racists.

One of these examples, I've found, is age play. Now generally I'm not into age play. I'm into daddy play WITHOUT age play, in fact the thought of referring to a dominant female as my daddy seems to be one of the hottest things I can think of at the moment.

Now, plenty of my friends are into DLG/MLB (Daddy's little girl/mummy's little boy) etc style play or relationships, but I've found that the community to at large, whilst completely accepting of this age play dynamic, seem to be completely against adult baby, another kind of age play, and it's confusing why. 

At what pretend age does it go from being perceived as weird to being perceived as disgusting? It's OK to fuck a girl pretending to be 10, or a boy pretending to be 5, but not someone pretending to be 1?

My theory is that it's to do with the attire. Girls can wear pretty summer dresses for their 'little' personas, boys can wear dungarees and brightly coloured tees for their personas (or vice versa if they play as a different gender), and it's quite common to have clothes you can cannibalise from your every day wardrobe. but what can you wear if you like to age play as a baby? It's very unlikely you'll have any of the proper attire, unless you were either a very large baby or are a very small adult, so you'd have to go through the motions of buying a new wardrobe of onsies, dummies and the like, so it's an initial outlay right there. But then there's the most important thing about AB play: the nappy.

I honestly think this is what puts people off the most with Adult Baby play. Plenty of people are in to watersports, but by putting on a nappy and then peeing yourself it somehow creates a barrier that just freaks people out. I've known people to drink piss straight from a cock or a pussy, but peeing into a nappy and maybe walking around in it for a bit? Nah man, too weird! And it's just a strange feeling. Lots of people are into age play. Lots of people are into pee play. A fair few people are into both. One would think that with these people there wild be a natural overlap, but there appears not to be!

Of course there is one possibility I haven't mentioned. People *are* doing it. They're doing it with their loved ones, their like minded friends and they're doing it alone, but because of this perceived stigma, they don't mention it, possibly hoping someone else with mention it in conversation, thereby affirming their actions and being able to talk about it with someone else. But nobody mentions it. It's just not talked about. Why not? Maybe if one person said they liked to wear nappies, more people would come out and say it, and it could be talked about in conversation like all the other parts of age play people love!

So here I am. I wear nappies. I love how they feel. I sometimes even pee myself. And that feels great too. But I never poop in them. That'd just be weird.